All used up.

I'm all used up and I can't hide,

I'm all used up to see the devil in your eyes,

If you don't wanna help me in good for you,

If you don't wanna help me you get used up too,

I'm all used up and I can't see straight,

All used because of my mistake,

I'm all used up, tell me what to do,

If you wanna blame me I'll put the blame on you,

Im going down and nothing really matters,

Im going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up, I'm all used up!

I'm all used up from the work I take,

I'll wrap myself around you like a snake,

I'm all used up by the looks of you,

And there is nothing left to do except to use up you!

I'm going down and nothing really matters,

I'm going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up. I'm all used up,

I'm going down and... 

Anonymous Loveletter

It's yet another cold snowy day,
Nothing special it's just like yesterday,
And I bet tomorrow's gonna be the same,
But I am not sad!
I am happy that I can still see you!

Hey, girl from the higher grade,
Why dont you call my name,
I'll be everything you will need,
Atleast I will try 'n' see,

I would be your train riding,
If you just would put down your tracks,
I would be your airplane flying,
If you would bring your blue sky back,

Hey, girl from the higher race!
Why dont you shout my name?
I would be right before your face,
And never loosing any trace...

Peel my skin,
Touch my bone,
Do you feel the heartbeat?
Do you feel the pulse?
It works for you,
And hell I know what I'll do,

Hey, girl from the stars above,
Why don't you cry my name!
In tears of of hapiness and trust,
And then we could never rest,
And be apart no more!

Hey, girl from the town over there,
I wish you were here...

"Dare myself"

The forgotten book.

Dream

Doors and doors to go,
Not knowing friend or foe,
Corridors and stairwells to walk,
And so many people to stalk,
Windows and windows to watch and stare,
Stare unaware of the despair around us,

This place hidden so deep,
Deep, deep while you are asleep,
It is the mere dream you can't take away,
The place where you wan't to stay,

The exit is closed and you are late,
So now accept your fate,
You are stuck to never be free,
Even after forever the light you won't see,
And someone... will watch you here,
Staying far, staying near,
Until it will be too much to bare,
And you... Have nothing left,
Just quietly await your death,
No hero beside you...
No friends near you...
You are lost and gone,
Just like this one dream,
The one you saw,
And left behind.

"Dare myself"

The forgotten book.

Relations. (I and you)

From where did you come from? 
And where did you go, 
There had to be a mystic ring, 
With a poisonous sting, 
That blinded my eye, 
And when you were gone - made me cry... 
~ 
I regret not saying my true feelings for you, 
I regret so hard, so hard that I let you go! 
I want you back in my arms... 
Were was the mistake I did not see! 
I am so truly lost in my sea... 
~ 
Time past so fast away! 
Stealing my heart each day, 
Now I feel nothing... For you. 
~ 
You are the one that turned me to stone, 
You were the one who cracked my bone, 
Now I sit silence called home, 
I live and I live, I live alone... 
~ 
I do not just sit and wait my hour! 
I search for answers sweet or sour, 
I watch relations between female and male, 
And make discoveries on a small scale, 
Were male quests for glory and power, 
There female seeks beauty just like a flower... 
But why we will never be as one, 
That is the question that won't be long done! 
~ 
As I look over my shoulder, 
I see you again! But only older, 
There in no end without a start!, 
But only you have the key to my heart! 
Don't be shy! And I will follow, 
Than nor me nor you will know sorrow! 
~ 
But ofcourse the air will be silent, 
And we will stand vicious and violent, 
And now for eons to come I will seek, 
Seek blinded in darkness, 
For my queen, my mistress... 
Relation! 

"Dare myself."

The forgotten book.

Master of horizon.

Days long ago in a land far away,
Everything was in hell, chaos and dissaray,
There were no laws not even rules,
World was filled with faceless fools,
Time was going to hell,
People rang their last bell,
Dreams were fading in to the dark,
Hope was nothing but a spark,
From the ashes of Orion,
Came the master of horizon,
He brought lost ones light,
Always stood in a fight,
He was our first hero,
Who started from zero,
We do not remember him,
But deep within,
He is the master.

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Chance.

There is no use crying over every mistake,
If there is a strong chance to take,
Pick up you sword and go onward,
Victory awaits those who go forward,
Every battle sea or land,
Is too hard for ones hand,
One more time pick up the lance,
And go forward, take the chance,
If your sword is sharp enough,
If your spirit is pure enough,
Life of war will be a thing of the past,
But for how long peace will last?
Humans will never be lovers,
Will continue to search differences in others,
Maybe peace is a big mistake,
But it's a chance worth to take...

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Winter.

Time of the year again covered in clouds,
Covered fields in snow shrouds,
Temperature going six feet under,
So deep cant even hear silent thunder!

One thousand miles of ice,
On thousand miles of snow,
Coming down on you,
What the hell would you do?
Let this winter show you.

Burried under tons of snow,
Your blood stops to flow,
Now your only friend indeed,
Is the fear you feed,
Stuck between rock and ice,
You will soon pay the price...

One thousand miles of ice,
One thousand miles of snow,
Winters here they start,
To tear you to parts...

Low on air,
You stare,
Your last hopes,
On a life cut short,
Last moment in the light,
You say goodnight...

Winter is a friend sometimes,
But when you fool around,
We will find you on the ground,
Frozen dead,
Mislead...

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book

Heart.

I once had a heart, 
Now it is torn apart, 
Torn by ones lost trust, 
Torn by memories covered in dust, 
Just like my heart, 
I had a start, 
In the first place, 
Im just a face, 
Just a face in the human race, 
All my life I was a fool, 
All my life I was a tool, 
Now I'm gone you see me no more, 
I have left this endless shore.. 

But I am not gone... 

I walk in the hands of time, 
Singing my forgotten rhyme, 
My heart was once young and fresh, 
Just like my bone and flesh, 
I had a dare to take, 
And I't was my biggest mistake, 
I stared death and love in the eye, 
And yet I choosed to die... 

But I am still here... 

Take my pen... And write, 
A song about demons in the night, 
About spirits in the light, 
Some things in life never feel right, 
But where is the start? 
It's in ones heart... 
We all have strong demands, 
We all take our last stands, 
But covered in dust, 
Or eaten away by rust, 
Is not the the story of my heart, 
Who had it's own start, 
One day I promise it will end, 
But my true form will only bend... 

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Each day.

Each day I turn the page,
And each day I write my rage,
I follow the system like a mindless drone,
And angry, upset return to my home,
I do the routine each living day,
Whatever the month: august or may,
But each day I have something to say,
I want to reach the suns ray,
Each day I want to be loved and adored,
But each day I get ironic and bored,
I want to start the quest for power,
I want to be see the top of the tower,
But my visions are just distant screams,
All sealed up in my chest of dreams,
Everything I made and invented,
Was utterly destroyed or prevented,
But by all my means,
I saw my queen,
And now each day I am free,
I am free to see reality,
In the realm of sanity,
Already forgot about chastity,
I am now a book for others,
And I'll be the cure for my brothers,
When times and days pushed me to the ground,
You were always around,
And I have reached the top of the tower,
Because experience is power!
Now each day I indeed
Will help a friend in need!

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

The room

Silence fills the room,
No doors, no windows,
Nothing but black widows,
No corners, no stairs,
Only two old chairs,
It's quiet in here,
Best place for fear!

It's two chairs,
Two dares,
We sit on them,
All our time,
No life, no crime
We are alone...

The light shines bright,
It shows our fright,
Hold tight,
This is getting better,
Just like reading a love letter...

Suddenly the room goes dark,
Sounds and figures seen in sparks,
The room seems full of monsters and ghouls,

Seems filled with other faceless fools,
The end is at stake,
It keeps us awake...

The room is a chest,
With only one test,
Are we good enough to judge others?
If we lose the ones we call brothers?
Hide in shame,
Because you have no name.

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Life

As times and days become unbearable and colder,
I feel that we and our friends are getting older,
As our own feeble lives become ill and bleak,
Our will to live, to love to even survive becomes weak!

But how?

Do you hear the leaders strong voice?
That just makes you to make the right choice?
Well you don't, because it's no more!
It's gone far away in one little roar!

But wait!

There is no use to lie around broken,
Nothing in this world an realm is spoken,
We all must stand up, stand together,
And prove to all fools that we are better!

We are always far away in fears,
But we have to stop our tears,
There is always a friend who needs your voice,
Your strong voice to force him the choice!

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Heaven girl

Hey! Heaven girl,
You are so fine,
How would I wish you'd be mine!
I like your skin,
So bleak, so thin,
I like your lips,
Both wine sips,
How I like to catch your eye,
Love your smell when you walk by.

But will I take the dare?
Or surrender to scare?
It is easy to surrender,
To someone so tender,
As you heaven girl.

But can you bet my cure?
If you are so pure,
We will see, we will see,
This so called light in thee,
Heaven girl...

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Why?

Why do you always get in my way?
When I have something to say,
Why do you always get in between?
And never let me be seen,
Why do you even talk to her?
When you have no interest,
And nothing to say!

My anger is growing very indeed,
But I don't really feel the need,
To start a feud, between me and you,
Because I got better things to do,
Like sitting home and staring the sky,
And always asking myself - why?

Why today?
Why anyway,
Why in this cursed day?
Trust me you will pay,
For this foolish delay,
But why?
Why?

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Heaven and hell!

In heaven and hell,
I ring the bells,
I guard the gates,
Where hell awaits,
From heavens ark,
To hells park,
Is one step,
One leap,
Into the scrapheap.

You are heaven,
Heaven is free,
Heaven is where,
I want to be,
Away from pain,
Away from vain,
Away from nothing,
Nothing to gain.

Hell is me,
My anger spree,
I lurk between the dark,
In hells park,
I'm lost without your light,
Like a bird without wings and flight,
With every day I drown deeper...
But I want to see your face,
I want to gain your grace,
But, alas my life is over,
I will live like a loner,

Maybe some day,
You'll see,
This happiness in me,
Is just a mask,
to hide my past,
And you'll see,
You will cry,
Just because you let me by...

"The ripple and the wave"

The forgotten book.

Master

Leave me,
Leave me be,
Don't touch the nerve,
You don't deserve,
Don't you see,
It's over, I'm free,
Now run, run faster,
You are no longer,
My master...

The day came,
I took the blame,
I saw my master,
As the devils caster,
I was filled with love and joy,
Now, all I want is to destroy,
What happened you say,
What happened that day?

Maybe nothing,
Maybe something,
But my angry blood,
Will be the deadly flood,
I gave my life,
To the butchers knife,
And he will,
He will kill,
that devils caster,
that is my foolish master,
I don't know what to do,
That master is YOU...

I failed to see,
Your misery,
I failed in fears,
To see your last tears,
Forgive me, I left you behind,
Behind in my soul, my mind....

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Welcome to the forest...

Walk into the room of flesh and bone,
Carry your heart like a block of stone,
Whenever you want to break free,
Give me your hand and follow me,
I will take you to the land not found,
I will let you listen to this wonderful sound,
It sounds like water running,
So fast and cunning,
It sounds like wind flying,
Never stopping never lying,
Welcome to the forest...

Welcome to the forest,
Take a rest,
Watch animals in their pride,
And mystic elves as they hide,
Never leave this place strong,
This is were you belong.

Now watch the trees,
As they catch the breeze,
Fall on your knees,
Start to freeze,
You have made your choice,
You have heard the voice,
Forget about the city,
Filled with pain and pity,
Because you know where to go,
And it will never regret, never say no,
Welcome to the forest...

Welcome to the forest,
Take a rest,
Never see a shooting gun,
Never see animals run,
Never leave this place strong,
This is where you belong...

"The Ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book, chapter - I