Truth.

I find you on your knees,
You give me a knife and say "Kill me please!"
I take it stiffly in my arm,
But I don't want to do you harm,
Because deep in my heart,
Lies love for you hidden apart,
"Do it!" you shout "Be a man!",
"No!" I won't but I can.

My knees feel weak,
My eyes they tweak,
I am just standing in silence,
Planning and scheming a little violence,
With deep cold eyes I grab, myself I stab,
I stab and stab at last I fall,
My blood it runs and covers all.

You scream stand up and run to me,
Only so close to hold me and see,
My words, my face becoming bleak,
My power my arms becoming weak,
"Why, why you?",
"Because my feelings for you are true!"
And I close my eyes, but I still get to see,
Your tear touching my face in misery,
And your face...Ah....
It won't leave me with a trace!

But you of course you will save my life,
Carry me all the way, pull out the knife,
But why can't you understand,
I am at your hand!
I don't see you between devastation,
I see in you my salvation,
How can you live in restriction?
How can you survive even this condition...
I thought death is going out with a blast!
But alas it is a fools way to hide the past,
But I shall remember the tear from you,
And I shall drop one for you too...
Because I love you!!!
I really do!

"Each floors, locked doors."

Summer dreams.

It's the time year that I love the most,
Where people are hosts and the love one's boast,
But I'm there and I stare, I share the whole "happiness",
Because I'm down on the ground filling my emptiness.

Then why I'm crowding up my mind,
And why my friends are always right,
And will I get you in the end?
Or will I crawl away and die!

The sun is hot like the gunshot,
The seas run loud and push the clouds,
Blood runs fast It breaks the stream,
And forces the mind to think up dreams,
But it's not fair, unfair, not true,
To sacrifice to the goddess in blue!

Is it true what others say?
Are you stealing my moon ray,
I don't mind to give it all,
But I sure wish that we could fall...

So just feel it, dream it,
No one can be defeated,
It's a small price to pay,
Just to live through every day!

I feel you standing near me,
I feel you dreaming about me,
but....
I can't feel your love against me,
I can't feel your love against me!

But no one can make me feel so true,
And no one van make me feel like you,
So whats it's gonna be?
Is there something about thee?
Or something about me...

And the breeze it wakes me up,
The dream is gone and I'm all alone,
The time it takes it all away,
And celebrates in it's own wretched way,
Each step, each fall it will be over after all!

"Each floors locked doors."