Mistake

You live life, your given days,
In meaningless ways,
Wasting your heart and time,
On thugs and grime,

Why don't you look up for once?
And see him moving your suns?
You don't think about him,
Because you think hes dim,
But you, but you!
But you just dont want to...

Open your eyes and realize the chance you had with him!

Like a queen on a broken throne,
You scream every time a tone,
Regret is the one who kills,
The love that brings such thrills,

In your fear and haste you forgot to hide the truth.
About yourself..

Complain,restrain,control,stall,
This won't get you far, just make you fall!

Hate,despise,deny,destroy,
Noone will bring you joy - aslong you use them as a toy!

Here we stand on a brink of losing our trust

I was so into you,but I could see,
that you chose him over me,
As a man on his feet,
I can survive defeat,
To live another day,
And not go this way,
Again...

My lonely song continues anew,
Now I drink cheap brew,
I atleast remeber the time,
When you were not into grime,

I turn the page on you,
Rip it out as you do!
Burn it!
And send it back to the fire of hate!
That made you regret this late,
I know it doesn't hurt much,
When your life is made on such,
Mistakes and outtakes...

"A new era"

No more yesterday.

No more yesterday I say,
Because someone got cought in my way,
And I felt revived once again,
To love with child eye strain,

All I want is you now,
To feel,
To see,
To hold,
And hear those three words in my ear,
I - Love - you!

Yesterday fades away like a bad dream,
Takes away all the anger and the lie stream,
I am new and reborn because of you,
ALL I WANT TO DO IS LOVE YOU!!!
Everything has become totally diferent,
From the gods you have been sent,
To give me a yet another chance,
For you to hold the stance,
NO matter the cost,
Even If get lost in the sea once more,
Thanks to you I'll find the shore,

I can't wait hear your voice,
And to be your best choice,
Of forgetting the bitter yesterday,
To love another day,
To find the beggining of it all,
And for you my love I will fall...

It feels so true,
That I'm in love with you,
With one sweep you took my sight,
And pointed it against the light,
And now the sea of emotions,
Deep in me,
Has broken free,

No more yesterday of sorrow!
We together await tomorrow,
I am ready to lead you,
The same way you would do,

NO MORE YESTERDAY!!!
Please my Kitty come and stay...

Arnold Acanthus Grava.
"A new era."

Fears, trail of tears.

Jump into madness awaiting at the line,
Devour this reality of mine,
Joining of flesh with crimson steel,
Serenity - God's lost machine...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
They make me sad, sad!

Wheres my queen and wheres my crown?
Im my kingdom I am the clown,
Days of darkness come too fast,
Will I keep you atlast?

Seing you poorly throught the light,
Blind, I misguide the night,
At the simplest chance to be at your side,
I run away and hide...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
It makes sad, so sad.

Wheres my sword and wheres my shield?
The one and other I cant just wield,
Time just steals and runs away,
The ones we want to stay...

This room of regret that is my head,
Streching and streching ahead,
The clock is ticking but I don't move,
My destiny lost in the gloom...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
They make me cry, cry,

What is a lie and where's the truth?
What is wrong with you?
When will your trail of tears end?
And into my caring arms you'll bend?

Fears, fears.... Trails of tears....

"Each floors, locked doors."

Truth.

I find you on your knees,
You give me a knife and say "Kill me please!"
I take it stiffly in my arm,
But I don't want to do you harm,
Because deep in my heart,
Lies love for you hidden apart,
"Do it!" you shout "Be a man!",
"No!" I won't but I can.

My knees feel weak,
My eyes they tweak,
I am just standing in silence,
Planning and scheming a little violence,
With deep cold eyes I grab, myself I stab,
I stab and stab at last I fall,
My blood it runs and covers all.

You scream stand up and run to me,
Only so close to hold me and see,
My words, my face becoming bleak,
My power my arms becoming weak,
"Why, why you?",
"Because my feelings for you are true!"
And I close my eyes, but I still get to see,
Your tear touching my face in misery,
And your face...Ah....
It won't leave me with a trace!

But you of course you will save my life,
Carry me all the way, pull out the knife,
But why can't you understand,
I am at your hand!
I don't see you between devastation,
I see in you my salvation,
How can you live in restriction?
How can you survive even this condition...
I thought death is going out with a blast!
But alas it is a fools way to hide the past,
But I shall remember the tear from you,
And I shall drop one for you too...
Because I love you!!!
I really do!

"Each floors, locked doors."

Summer dreams.

It's the time year that I love the most,
Where people are hosts and the love one's boast,
But I'm there and I stare, I share the whole "happiness",
Because I'm down on the ground filling my emptiness.

Then why I'm crowding up my mind,
And why my friends are always right,
And will I get you in the end?
Or will I crawl away and die!

The sun is hot like the gunshot,
The seas run loud and push the clouds,
Blood runs fast It breaks the stream,
And forces the mind to think up dreams,
But it's not fair, unfair, not true,
To sacrifice to the goddess in blue!

Is it true what others say?
Are you stealing my moon ray,
I don't mind to give it all,
But I sure wish that we could fall...

So just feel it, dream it,
No one can be defeated,
It's a small price to pay,
Just to live through every day!

I feel you standing near me,
I feel you dreaming about me,
but....
I can't feel your love against me,
I can't feel your love against me!

But no one can make me feel so true,
And no one van make me feel like you,
So whats it's gonna be?
Is there something about thee?
Or something about me...

And the breeze it wakes me up,
The dream is gone and I'm all alone,
The time it takes it all away,
And celebrates in it's own wretched way,
Each step, each fall it will be over after all!

"Each floors locked doors."

I am not going to think about her.

I am not going to think about her,
I am not going to think about her smooth her skin,
I am not going to think about her ever smiling grin,
Which she gives to me when I see her close,
I am not going to think about her clothe,
And the way she wears them ofcourse,
I am not going to think about her eyes,
I am not going to think about her covered in all those lovely dyes,
And little pierce under her sweet little nose,
I am not going to think about her body that would be serious overdose
I am not going to think about all the beauty that she could give,
I am not going to think about how long we'll live,
I am not going to think about all those years spent together,
Oh, we could be like brother and sister, or even twins!
And there it goes... I think of her again with all the sins!
Damn!

"Dare myself"

Mortal.

A mere mortal living in the dark,
Walking, prowling leaving a mark,
Leaving it deep in your heart,
Then slowly picking it apart part by part,
Oh, your love makes him proud,
But he wont ever leave his cloud,

He's just a mere mortal,
Brought in by a flesh portal,
He won't make the first step in any way,
He knows he's gonna lose you anyway,
Sooner or later one day,

But the life continues,
He lives and he observes the given chance,
Hides his thoughts in forms of dance,
A bad decision maker,
Make a worse heartfelt lover,
His lifeline will end, cut short and fatal,
Because he is a mere mortal,

Oh he wont touch your hair,
Or get into your way,
He doesn't want to deserve you,
Because he's a mortal,
And you deserve more trust me!

He climbs too high up,
Just to fall hard down,
So read it and think about him a little,
Can he be the one?
Or your love for him will be undone,
He is different...
And he is only a one thing to sing,
He is a mortal a worthless thing,

So go now and be free,
Leave now and you will see,
Forget about him, throw it out of your mind,
He will only be a obstacle of the heaviest kind,
Go were the sun rises in the park,
And leave the mortal in his dark,
A fitting end for a mortal,
Leaving this world through the same portal...

And as I read what I've just wrote,
I really do see,
This mortal deep in me...

"Dare myself"