Mortal.

A mere mortal living in the dark,
Walking, prowling leaving a mark,
Leaving it deep in your heart,
Then slowly picking it apart part by part,
Oh, your love makes him proud,
But he wont ever leave his cloud,

He's just a mere mortal,
Brought in by a flesh portal,
He won't make the first step in any way,
He knows he's gonna lose you anyway,
Sooner or later one day,

But the life continues,
He lives and he observes the given chance,
Hides his thoughts in forms of dance,
A bad decision maker,
Make a worse heartfelt lover,
His lifeline will end, cut short and fatal,
Because he is a mere mortal,

Oh he wont touch your hair,
Or get into your way,
He doesn't want to deserve you,
Because he's a mortal,
And you deserve more trust me!

He climbs too high up,
Just to fall hard down,
So read it and think about him a little,
Can he be the one?
Or your love for him will be undone,
He is different...
And he is only a one thing to sing,
He is a mortal a worthless thing,

So go now and be free,
Leave now and you will see,
Forget about him, throw it out of your mind,
He will only be a obstacle of the heaviest kind,
Go were the sun rises in the park,
And leave the mortal in his dark,
A fitting end for a mortal,
Leaving this world through the same portal...

And as I read what I've just wrote,
I really do see,
This mortal deep in me...

"Dare myself"

Decisions, decisions...

And the head goes around and around,
I no longer stand my ground,
With all of those girls locked in your heart so deep,
I lose my time to cleary think,getting robed of my sleep,
And now suddenly without any precision,
I am forced to made a decision, decision,
To choose the holding hand times easy or hard,
Be my love my winning card.

But what if I play it shy?
Stand, break down, deny...
It is the common fear of refusal,
That feels like your own hearts betrayal,
You all may laugh about me how much do you like,
But it will be me who will make the final strike,
The day of the hearts is not far away,
Decisions, decisions stand in my way,
That wretched day is like a stuck shard,
If it werent for you two it wouldn't be so hard,
But spilling the truth that stands behind,
Everyone will keep it hidden inside,
But decisions, decisions,
Fallen on me,
The hardest ones I'll ever see,
It tearing me side by side,
Fueling the fire that burns inside,
Join its one wild ride,
Because only we will decide,
Bless my soul if I decide wrong,
To keep um my guard to stay strong,

Decisions, decisions...

"Dare myself."

All used up.

I'm all used up and I can't hide,

I'm all used up to see the devil in your eyes,

If you don't wanna help me in good for you,

If you don't wanna help me you get used up too,

I'm all used up and I can't see straight,

All used because of my mistake,

I'm all used up, tell me what to do,

If you wanna blame me I'll put the blame on you,

Im going down and nothing really matters,

Im going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up, I'm all used up!

I'm all used up from the work I take,

I'll wrap myself around you like a snake,

I'm all used up by the looks of you,

And there is nothing left to do except to use up you!

I'm going down and nothing really matters,

I'm going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up. I'm all used up,

I'm going down and... 

Anonymous Loveletter

It's yet another cold snowy day,
Nothing special it's just like yesterday,
And I bet tomorrow's gonna be the same,
But I am not sad!
I am happy that I can still see you!

Hey, girl from the higher grade,
Why dont you call my name,
I'll be everything you will need,
Atleast I will try 'n' see,

I would be your train riding,
If you just would put down your tracks,
I would be your airplane flying,
If you would bring your blue sky back,

Hey, girl from the higher race!
Why dont you shout my name?
I would be right before your face,
And never loosing any trace...

Peel my skin,
Touch my bone,
Do you feel the heartbeat?
Do you feel the pulse?
It works for you,
And hell I know what I'll do,

Hey, girl from the stars above,
Why don't you cry my name!
In tears of of hapiness and trust,
And then we could never rest,
And be apart no more!

Hey, girl from the town over there,
I wish you were here...

"Dare myself"

The forgotten book.

Dream

Doors and doors to go,
Not knowing friend or foe,
Corridors and stairwells to walk,
And so many people to stalk,
Windows and windows to watch and stare,
Stare unaware of the despair around us,

This place hidden so deep,
Deep, deep while you are asleep,
It is the mere dream you can't take away,
The place where you wan't to stay,

The exit is closed and you are late,
So now accept your fate,
You are stuck to never be free,
Even after forever the light you won't see,
And someone... will watch you here,
Staying far, staying near,
Until it will be too much to bare,
And you... Have nothing left,
Just quietly await your death,
No hero beside you...
No friends near you...
You are lost and gone,
Just like this one dream,
The one you saw,
And left behind.

"Dare myself"

The forgotten book.

Relations. (I and you)

From where did you come from? 
And where did you go, 
There had to be a mystic ring, 
With a poisonous sting, 
That blinded my eye, 
And when you were gone - made me cry... 
~ 
I regret not saying my true feelings for you, 
I regret so hard, so hard that I let you go! 
I want you back in my arms... 
Were was the mistake I did not see! 
I am so truly lost in my sea... 
~ 
Time past so fast away! 
Stealing my heart each day, 
Now I feel nothing... For you. 
~ 
You are the one that turned me to stone, 
You were the one who cracked my bone, 
Now I sit silence called home, 
I live and I live, I live alone... 
~ 
I do not just sit and wait my hour! 
I search for answers sweet or sour, 
I watch relations between female and male, 
And make discoveries on a small scale, 
Were male quests for glory and power, 
There female seeks beauty just like a flower... 
But why we will never be as one, 
That is the question that won't be long done! 
~ 
As I look over my shoulder, 
I see you again! But only older, 
There in no end without a start!, 
But only you have the key to my heart! 
Don't be shy! And I will follow, 
Than nor me nor you will know sorrow! 
~ 
But ofcourse the air will be silent, 
And we will stand vicious and violent, 
And now for eons to come I will seek, 
Seek blinded in darkness, 
For my queen, my mistress... 
Relation! 

"Dare myself."

The forgotten book.

Master of horizon.

Days long ago in a land far away,
Everything was in hell, chaos and dissaray,
There were no laws not even rules,
World was filled with faceless fools,
Time was going to hell,
People rang their last bell,
Dreams were fading in to the dark,
Hope was nothing but a spark,
From the ashes of Orion,
Came the master of horizon,
He brought lost ones light,
Always stood in a fight,
He was our first hero,
Who started from zero,
We do not remember him,
But deep within,
He is the master.

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.