Fears, trail of tears.

Jump into madness awaiting at the line,
Devour this reality of mine,
Joining of flesh with crimson steel,
Serenity - God's lost machine...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
They make me sad, sad!

Wheres my queen and wheres my crown?
Im my kingdom I am the clown,
Days of darkness come too fast,
Will I keep you atlast?

Seing you poorly throught the light,
Blind, I misguide the night,
At the simplest chance to be at your side,
I run away and hide...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
It makes sad, so sad.

Wheres my sword and wheres my shield?
The one and other I cant just wield,
Time just steals and runs away,
The ones we want to stay...

This room of regret that is my head,
Streching and streching ahead,
The clock is ticking but I don't move,
My destiny lost in the gloom...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
They make me cry, cry,

What is a lie and where's the truth?
What is wrong with you?
When will your trail of tears end?
And into my caring arms you'll bend?

Fears, fears.... Trails of tears....

"Each floors, locked doors."

Truth.

I find you on your knees,
You give me a knife and say "Kill me please!"
I take it stiffly in my arm,
But I don't want to do you harm,
Because deep in my heart,
Lies love for you hidden apart,
"Do it!" you shout "Be a man!",
"No!" I won't but I can.

My knees feel weak,
My eyes they tweak,
I am just standing in silence,
Planning and scheming a little violence,
With deep cold eyes I grab, myself I stab,
I stab and stab at last I fall,
My blood it runs and covers all.

You scream stand up and run to me,
Only so close to hold me and see,
My words, my face becoming bleak,
My power my arms becoming weak,
"Why, why you?",
"Because my feelings for you are true!"
And I close my eyes, but I still get to see,
Your tear touching my face in misery,
And your face...Ah....
It won't leave me with a trace!

But you of course you will save my life,
Carry me all the way, pull out the knife,
But why can't you understand,
I am at your hand!
I don't see you between devastation,
I see in you my salvation,
How can you live in restriction?
How can you survive even this condition...
I thought death is going out with a blast!
But alas it is a fools way to hide the past,
But I shall remember the tear from you,
And I shall drop one for you too...
Because I love you!!!
I really do!

"Each floors, locked doors."

Summer dreams.

It's the time year that I love the most,
Where people are hosts and the love one's boast,
But I'm there and I stare, I share the whole "happiness",
Because I'm down on the ground filling my emptiness.

Then why I'm crowding up my mind,
And why my friends are always right,
And will I get you in the end?
Or will I crawl away and die!

The sun is hot like the gunshot,
The seas run loud and push the clouds,
Blood runs fast It breaks the stream,
And forces the mind to think up dreams,
But it's not fair, unfair, not true,
To sacrifice to the goddess in blue!

Is it true what others say?
Are you stealing my moon ray,
I don't mind to give it all,
But I sure wish that we could fall...

So just feel it, dream it,
No one can be defeated,
It's a small price to pay,
Just to live through every day!

I feel you standing near me,
I feel you dreaming about me,
but....
I can't feel your love against me,
I can't feel your love against me!

But no one can make me feel so true,
And no one van make me feel like you,
So whats it's gonna be?
Is there something about thee?
Or something about me...

And the breeze it wakes me up,
The dream is gone and I'm all alone,
The time it takes it all away,
And celebrates in it's own wretched way,
Each step, each fall it will be over after all!

"Each floors locked doors."

I am not going to think about her.

I am not going to think about her,
I am not going to think about her smooth her skin,
I am not going to think about her ever smiling grin,
Which she gives to me when I see her close,
I am not going to think about her clothe,
And the way she wears them ofcourse,
I am not going to think about her eyes,
I am not going to think about her covered in all those lovely dyes,
And little pierce under her sweet little nose,
I am not going to think about her body that would be serious overdose
I am not going to think about all the beauty that she could give,
I am not going to think about how long we'll live,
I am not going to think about all those years spent together,
Oh, we could be like brother and sister, or even twins!
And there it goes... I think of her again with all the sins!
Damn!

"Dare myself"

Mortal.

A mere mortal living in the dark,
Walking, prowling leaving a mark,
Leaving it deep in your heart,
Then slowly picking it apart part by part,
Oh, your love makes him proud,
But he wont ever leave his cloud,

He's just a mere mortal,
Brought in by a flesh portal,
He won't make the first step in any way,
He knows he's gonna lose you anyway,
Sooner or later one day,

But the life continues,
He lives and he observes the given chance,
Hides his thoughts in forms of dance,
A bad decision maker,
Make a worse heartfelt lover,
His lifeline will end, cut short and fatal,
Because he is a mere mortal,

Oh he wont touch your hair,
Or get into your way,
He doesn't want to deserve you,
Because he's a mortal,
And you deserve more trust me!

He climbs too high up,
Just to fall hard down,
So read it and think about him a little,
Can he be the one?
Or your love for him will be undone,
He is different...
And he is only a one thing to sing,
He is a mortal a worthless thing,

So go now and be free,
Leave now and you will see,
Forget about him, throw it out of your mind,
He will only be a obstacle of the heaviest kind,
Go were the sun rises in the park,
And leave the mortal in his dark,
A fitting end for a mortal,
Leaving this world through the same portal...

And as I read what I've just wrote,
I really do see,
This mortal deep in me...

"Dare myself"

Decisions, decisions...

And the head goes around and around,
I no longer stand my ground,
With all of those girls locked in your heart so deep,
I lose my time to cleary think,getting robed of my sleep,
And now suddenly without any precision,
I am forced to made a decision, decision,
To choose the holding hand times easy or hard,
Be my love my winning card.

But what if I play it shy?
Stand, break down, deny...
It is the common fear of refusal,
That feels like your own hearts betrayal,
You all may laugh about me how much do you like,
But it will be me who will make the final strike,
The day of the hearts is not far away,
Decisions, decisions stand in my way,
That wretched day is like a stuck shard,
If it werent for you two it wouldn't be so hard,
But spilling the truth that stands behind,
Everyone will keep it hidden inside,
But decisions, decisions,
Fallen on me,
The hardest ones I'll ever see,
It tearing me side by side,
Fueling the fire that burns inside,
Join its one wild ride,
Because only we will decide,
Bless my soul if I decide wrong,
To keep um my guard to stay strong,

Decisions, decisions...

"Dare myself."

All used up.

I'm all used up and I can't hide,

I'm all used up to see the devil in your eyes,

If you don't wanna help me in good for you,

If you don't wanna help me you get used up too,

I'm all used up and I can't see straight,

All used because of my mistake,

I'm all used up, tell me what to do,

If you wanna blame me I'll put the blame on you,

Im going down and nothing really matters,

Im going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up, I'm all used up!

I'm all used up from the work I take,

I'll wrap myself around you like a snake,

I'm all used up by the looks of you,

And there is nothing left to do except to use up you!

I'm going down and nothing really matters,

I'm going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up. I'm all used up,

I'm going down and...