The many faces of deceiver.

Here is a touching story written in haste, Come closer for a taste, Become a receiver, Enjoy the many faces of Deceiver! There is joy and love burried somewhere under, The mountains of sorrow and regretful hate blazing with thunder, The deeper you go the more you know, Just hope you won't get lost in the snow, Across these lands streches many hands, Betrayers, soulless liars and selfish demands, Turn this hell upside down, And I promise to surrrender my crown, There and then luck shines, And understanding of life fills the shrines, But most the time it's covered un fog, Or clouded dark full of smog, Just hope these lands will never freeze, And everything put on it's knees, There must be war, atleast a shot! With only one simple plot, Destroy this darkness with one chance, And set order of balance, There shall be seas of blood, trails of tears, Unleashing all around the deepest fears, Pick up the gun light the flare, LET'S PREPARE FOR INNER WARFARE! Arnold Acanthus Grava "A new era"

Silence

Silent wishes based on the deepest dreams,
Nothing in this world is easy it seems,
No love is left in the world of seas,
People are a plague, a disgusting disease,
I have lost my place in the world of my song,
There is no more place where I belong,
Everything is so distorted and wrong,
I listen to myself I sound like lies,
My arms all in blood and selfish cries,
I look into the mirror, deep into my eyes,
Silently I say "Where the truth lies?"
It's gone taken from me away untill I grow old,
One day I will wake up in the cold all alone,
All my friends will look away,
Go to a more happier way,
I will stay in my cursed world,
I dont need your damn words!!!
Of Wisdom
Of Help
Of love!
Because Love is dead to me,
Teared a scar and left,
Went away while I comfortly slept,
Yes a prince in exile far far away,
Wants a place to stay,
He won't he has seen your eyes,
He won't he doesn't need your lies
As the prince I go alone,
Will be your "Selfish" "Rude" rogue,
Enjoy the life without me,
Because my clanmates ARE all better than me,
You don't need my depressing presence,
I shall live now in my own silence...

Why have you forsaken me so?
Arnold Acanthus Grava
"A new Era"

Be happy.

Im a lone, locked heart,
I lost my keys,
Im broken down,
Struck by disease,
From this part it can't get any worse,
But I heard about our divorce,
I could be sad and broken,
But I'm happy!

As the saying goes about the sea,
And all those fishes waiting for me,
I have the tools to catch them fast,
But I know it wont last,
I could be sad and broken,
But I'm happy!

Love your girl as much as you can,
Cause one day you'll loose the stand,
You will promise much,
But compete such,
It will be a waste of you
So don't be sad and broken, be happy!

Even at night,
Where the fiends creep,
These thoughts come and haunt my sleep,
All my friends in love such deep,
Im left out on the lonely shore,
Kicking the sand, riping the lore,
I could be sad and broken, but I'm happy

As time goes on,
And I stay
Now I smile, remember the day,
Remerber the chances, all this way,
Jealousy brings the beast in me,
But when I'm sad I think of thee,
I could be sad and broken,
But I'm happy.

Held her hand, held her tight,
She was a bird of free flight,
She took in the night sky,
But I had no reason to die,
Im happy...

Arnold Grava
"A new era"

Mistake

You live life, your given days,
In meaningless ways,
Wasting your heart and time,
On thugs and grime,

Why don't you look up for once?
And see him moving your suns?
You don't think about him,
Because you think hes dim,
But you, but you!
But you just dont want to...

Open your eyes and realize the chance you had with him!

Like a queen on a broken throne,
You scream every time a tone,
Regret is the one who kills,
The love that brings such thrills,

In your fear and haste you forgot to hide the truth.
About yourself..

Complain,restrain,control,stall,
This won't get you far, just make you fall!

Hate,despise,deny,destroy,
Noone will bring you joy - aslong you use them as a toy!

Here we stand on a brink of losing our trust

I was so into you,but I could see,
that you chose him over me,
As a man on his feet,
I can survive defeat,
To live another day,
And not go this way,
Again...

My lonely song continues anew,
Now I drink cheap brew,
I atleast remeber the time,
When you were not into grime,

I turn the page on you,
Rip it out as you do!
Burn it!
And send it back to the fire of hate!
That made you regret this late,
I know it doesn't hurt much,
When your life is made on such,
Mistakes and outtakes...

"A new era"

No more yesterday.

No more yesterday I say,
Because someone got cought in my way,
And I felt revived once again,
To love with child eye strain,

All I want is you now,
To feel,
To see,
To hold,
And hear those three words in my ear,
I - Love - you!

Yesterday fades away like a bad dream,
Takes away all the anger and the lie stream,
I am new and reborn because of you,
ALL I WANT TO DO IS LOVE YOU!!!
Everything has become totally diferent,
From the gods you have been sent,
To give me a yet another chance,
For you to hold the stance,
NO matter the cost,
Even If get lost in the sea once more,
Thanks to you I'll find the shore,

I can't wait hear your voice,
And to be your best choice,
Of forgetting the bitter yesterday,
To love another day,
To find the beggining of it all,
And for you my love I will fall...

It feels so true,
That I'm in love with you,
With one sweep you took my sight,
And pointed it against the light,
And now the sea of emotions,
Deep in me,
Has broken free,

No more yesterday of sorrow!
We together await tomorrow,
I am ready to lead you,
The same way you would do,

NO MORE YESTERDAY!!!
Please my Kitty come and stay...

Arnold Acanthus Grava.
"A new era."

Fears, trail of tears.

Jump into madness awaiting at the line,
Devour this reality of mine,
Joining of flesh with crimson steel,
Serenity - God's lost machine...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
They make me sad, sad!

Wheres my queen and wheres my crown?
Im my kingdom I am the clown,
Days of darkness come too fast,
Will I keep you atlast?

Seing you poorly throught the light,
Blind, I misguide the night,
At the simplest chance to be at your side,
I run away and hide...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
It makes sad, so sad.

Wheres my sword and wheres my shield?
The one and other I cant just wield,
Time just steals and runs away,
The ones we want to stay...

This room of regret that is my head,
Streching and streching ahead,
The clock is ticking but I don't move,
My destiny lost in the gloom...

Fears,
These trails of tears,
Running down your face,
They make me cry, cry,

What is a lie and where's the truth?
What is wrong with you?
When will your trail of tears end?
And into my caring arms you'll bend?

Fears, fears.... Trails of tears....

"Each floors, locked doors."

Truth.

I find you on your knees,
You give me a knife and say "Kill me please!"
I take it stiffly in my arm,
But I don't want to do you harm,
Because deep in my heart,
Lies love for you hidden apart,
"Do it!" you shout "Be a man!",
"No!" I won't but I can.

My knees feel weak,
My eyes they tweak,
I am just standing in silence,
Planning and scheming a little violence,
With deep cold eyes I grab, myself I stab,
I stab and stab at last I fall,
My blood it runs and covers all.

You scream stand up and run to me,
Only so close to hold me and see,
My words, my face becoming bleak,
My power my arms becoming weak,
"Why, why you?",
"Because my feelings for you are true!"
And I close my eyes, but I still get to see,
Your tear touching my face in misery,
And your face...Ah....
It won't leave me with a trace!

But you of course you will save my life,
Carry me all the way, pull out the knife,
But why can't you understand,
I am at your hand!
I don't see you between devastation,
I see in you my salvation,
How can you live in restriction?
How can you survive even this condition...
I thought death is going out with a blast!
But alas it is a fools way to hide the past,
But I shall remember the tear from you,
And I shall drop one for you too...
Because I love you!!!
I really do!

"Each floors, locked doors."

Summer dreams.

It's the time year that I love the most,
Where people are hosts and the love one's boast,
But I'm there and I stare, I share the whole "happiness",
Because I'm down on the ground filling my emptiness.

Then why I'm crowding up my mind,
And why my friends are always right,
And will I get you in the end?
Or will I crawl away and die!

The sun is hot like the gunshot,
The seas run loud and push the clouds,
Blood runs fast It breaks the stream,
And forces the mind to think up dreams,
But it's not fair, unfair, not true,
To sacrifice to the goddess in blue!

Is it true what others say?
Are you stealing my moon ray,
I don't mind to give it all,
But I sure wish that we could fall...

So just feel it, dream it,
No one can be defeated,
It's a small price to pay,
Just to live through every day!

I feel you standing near me,
I feel you dreaming about me,
but....
I can't feel your love against me,
I can't feel your love against me!

But no one can make me feel so true,
And no one van make me feel like you,
So whats it's gonna be?
Is there something about thee?
Or something about me...

And the breeze it wakes me up,
The dream is gone and I'm all alone,
The time it takes it all away,
And celebrates in it's own wretched way,
Each step, each fall it will be over after all!

"Each floors locked doors."

I am not going to think about her.

I am not going to think about her,
I am not going to think about her smooth her skin,
I am not going to think about her ever smiling grin,
Which she gives to me when I see her close,
I am not going to think about her clothe,
And the way she wears them ofcourse,
I am not going to think about her eyes,
I am not going to think about her covered in all those lovely dyes,
And little pierce under her sweet little nose,
I am not going to think about her body that would be serious overdose
I am not going to think about all the beauty that she could give,
I am not going to think about how long we'll live,
I am not going to think about all those years spent together,
Oh, we could be like brother and sister, or even twins!
And there it goes... I think of her again with all the sins!
Damn!

"Dare myself"

Mortal.

A mere mortal living in the dark,
Walking, prowling leaving a mark,
Leaving it deep in your heart,
Then slowly picking it apart part by part,
Oh, your love makes him proud,
But he wont ever leave his cloud,

He's just a mere mortal,
Brought in by a flesh portal,
He won't make the first step in any way,
He knows he's gonna lose you anyway,
Sooner or later one day,

But the life continues,
He lives and he observes the given chance,
Hides his thoughts in forms of dance,
A bad decision maker,
Make a worse heartfelt lover,
His lifeline will end, cut short and fatal,
Because he is a mere mortal,

Oh he wont touch your hair,
Or get into your way,
He doesn't want to deserve you,
Because he's a mortal,
And you deserve more trust me!

He climbs too high up,
Just to fall hard down,
So read it and think about him a little,
Can he be the one?
Or your love for him will be undone,
He is different...
And he is only a one thing to sing,
He is a mortal a worthless thing,

So go now and be free,
Leave now and you will see,
Forget about him, throw it out of your mind,
He will only be a obstacle of the heaviest kind,
Go were the sun rises in the park,
And leave the mortal in his dark,
A fitting end for a mortal,
Leaving this world through the same portal...

And as I read what I've just wrote,
I really do see,
This mortal deep in me...

"Dare myself"

Decisions, decisions...

And the head goes around and around,
I no longer stand my ground,
With all of those girls locked in your heart so deep,
I lose my time to cleary think,getting robed of my sleep,
And now suddenly without any precision,
I am forced to made a decision, decision,
To choose the holding hand times easy or hard,
Be my love my winning card.

But what if I play it shy?
Stand, break down, deny...
It is the common fear of refusal,
That feels like your own hearts betrayal,
You all may laugh about me how much do you like,
But it will be me who will make the final strike,
The day of the hearts is not far away,
Decisions, decisions stand in my way,
That wretched day is like a stuck shard,
If it werent for you two it wouldn't be so hard,
But spilling the truth that stands behind,
Everyone will keep it hidden inside,
But decisions, decisions,
Fallen on me,
The hardest ones I'll ever see,
It tearing me side by side,
Fueling the fire that burns inside,
Join its one wild ride,
Because only we will decide,
Bless my soul if I decide wrong,
To keep um my guard to stay strong,

Decisions, decisions...

"Dare myself."

All used up.

I'm all used up and I can't hide,

I'm all used up to see the devil in your eyes,

If you don't wanna help me in good for you,

If you don't wanna help me you get used up too,

I'm all used up and I can't see straight,

All used because of my mistake,

I'm all used up, tell me what to do,

If you wanna blame me I'll put the blame on you,

Im going down and nothing really matters,

Im going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up, I'm all used up!

I'm all used up from the work I take,

I'll wrap myself around you like a snake,

I'm all used up by the looks of you,

And there is nothing left to do except to use up you!

I'm going down and nothing really matters,

I'm going down and noone really cares,

I'm all used up. I'm all used up,

I'm going down and... 

Anonymous Loveletter

It's yet another cold snowy day,
Nothing special it's just like yesterday,
And I bet tomorrow's gonna be the same,
But I am not sad!
I am happy that I can still see you!

Hey, girl from the higher grade,
Why dont you call my name,
I'll be everything you will need,
Atleast I will try 'n' see,

I would be your train riding,
If you just would put down your tracks,
I would be your airplane flying,
If you would bring your blue sky back,

Hey, girl from the higher race!
Why dont you shout my name?
I would be right before your face,
And never loosing any trace...

Peel my skin,
Touch my bone,
Do you feel the heartbeat?
Do you feel the pulse?
It works for you,
And hell I know what I'll do,

Hey, girl from the stars above,
Why don't you cry my name!
In tears of of hapiness and trust,
And then we could never rest,
And be apart no more!

Hey, girl from the town over there,
I wish you were here...

"Dare myself"

The forgotten book.

Dream

Doors and doors to go,
Not knowing friend or foe,
Corridors and stairwells to walk,
And so many people to stalk,
Windows and windows to watch and stare,
Stare unaware of the despair around us,

This place hidden so deep,
Deep, deep while you are asleep,
It is the mere dream you can't take away,
The place where you wan't to stay,

The exit is closed and you are late,
So now accept your fate,
You are stuck to never be free,
Even after forever the light you won't see,
And someone... will watch you here,
Staying far, staying near,
Until it will be too much to bare,
And you... Have nothing left,
Just quietly await your death,
No hero beside you...
No friends near you...
You are lost and gone,
Just like this one dream,
The one you saw,
And left behind.

"Dare myself"

The forgotten book.

Relations. (I and you)

From where did you come from? 
And where did you go, 
There had to be a mystic ring, 
With a poisonous sting, 
That blinded my eye, 
And when you were gone - made me cry... 
~ 
I regret not saying my true feelings for you, 
I regret so hard, so hard that I let you go! 
I want you back in my arms... 
Were was the mistake I did not see! 
I am so truly lost in my sea... 
~ 
Time past so fast away! 
Stealing my heart each day, 
Now I feel nothing... For you. 
~ 
You are the one that turned me to stone, 
You were the one who cracked my bone, 
Now I sit silence called home, 
I live and I live, I live alone... 
~ 
I do not just sit and wait my hour! 
I search for answers sweet or sour, 
I watch relations between female and male, 
And make discoveries on a small scale, 
Were male quests for glory and power, 
There female seeks beauty just like a flower... 
But why we will never be as one, 
That is the question that won't be long done! 
~ 
As I look over my shoulder, 
I see you again! But only older, 
There in no end without a start!, 
But only you have the key to my heart! 
Don't be shy! And I will follow, 
Than nor me nor you will know sorrow! 
~ 
But ofcourse the air will be silent, 
And we will stand vicious and violent, 
And now for eons to come I will seek, 
Seek blinded in darkness, 
For my queen, my mistress... 
Relation! 

"Dare myself."

The forgotten book.

Master of horizon.

Days long ago in a land far away,
Everything was in hell, chaos and dissaray,
There were no laws not even rules,
World was filled with faceless fools,
Time was going to hell,
People rang their last bell,
Dreams were fading in to the dark,
Hope was nothing but a spark,
From the ashes of Orion,
Came the master of horizon,
He brought lost ones light,
Always stood in a fight,
He was our first hero,
Who started from zero,
We do not remember him,
But deep within,
He is the master.

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Chance.

There is no use crying over every mistake,
If there is a strong chance to take,
Pick up you sword and go onward,
Victory awaits those who go forward,
Every battle sea or land,
Is too hard for ones hand,
One more time pick up the lance,
And go forward, take the chance,
If your sword is sharp enough,
If your spirit is pure enough,
Life of war will be a thing of the past,
But for how long peace will last?
Humans will never be lovers,
Will continue to search differences in others,
Maybe peace is a big mistake,
But it's a chance worth to take...

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Winter.

Time of the year again covered in clouds,
Covered fields in snow shrouds,
Temperature going six feet under,
So deep cant even hear silent thunder!

One thousand miles of ice,
On thousand miles of snow,
Coming down on you,
What the hell would you do?
Let this winter show you.

Burried under tons of snow,
Your blood stops to flow,
Now your only friend indeed,
Is the fear you feed,
Stuck between rock and ice,
You will soon pay the price...

One thousand miles of ice,
One thousand miles of snow,
Winters here they start,
To tear you to parts...

Low on air,
You stare,
Your last hopes,
On a life cut short,
Last moment in the light,
You say goodnight...

Winter is a friend sometimes,
But when you fool around,
We will find you on the ground,
Frozen dead,
Mislead...

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book

Heart.

I once had a heart, 
Now it is torn apart, 
Torn by ones lost trust, 
Torn by memories covered in dust, 
Just like my heart, 
I had a start, 
In the first place, 
Im just a face, 
Just a face in the human race, 
All my life I was a fool, 
All my life I was a tool, 
Now I'm gone you see me no more, 
I have left this endless shore.. 

But I am not gone... 

I walk in the hands of time, 
Singing my forgotten rhyme, 
My heart was once young and fresh, 
Just like my bone and flesh, 
I had a dare to take, 
And I't was my biggest mistake, 
I stared death and love in the eye, 
And yet I choosed to die... 

But I am still here... 

Take my pen... And write, 
A song about demons in the night, 
About spirits in the light, 
Some things in life never feel right, 
But where is the start? 
It's in ones heart... 
We all have strong demands, 
We all take our last stands, 
But covered in dust, 
Or eaten away by rust, 
Is not the the story of my heart, 
Who had it's own start, 
One day I promise it will end, 
But my true form will only bend... 

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Each day.

Each day I turn the page,
And each day I write my rage,
I follow the system like a mindless drone,
And angry, upset return to my home,
I do the routine each living day,
Whatever the month: august or may,
But each day I have something to say,
I want to reach the suns ray,
Each day I want to be loved and adored,
But each day I get ironic and bored,
I want to start the quest for power,
I want to be see the top of the tower,
But my visions are just distant screams,
All sealed up in my chest of dreams,
Everything I made and invented,
Was utterly destroyed or prevented,
But by all my means,
I saw my queen,
And now each day I am free,
I am free to see reality,
In the realm of sanity,
Already forgot about chastity,
I am now a book for others,
And I'll be the cure for my brothers,
When times and days pushed me to the ground,
You were always around,
And I have reached the top of the tower,
Because experience is power!
Now each day I indeed
Will help a friend in need!

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

The room

Silence fills the room,
No doors, no windows,
Nothing but black widows,
No corners, no stairs,
Only two old chairs,
It's quiet in here,
Best place for fear!

It's two chairs,
Two dares,
We sit on them,
All our time,
No life, no crime
We are alone...

The light shines bright,
It shows our fright,
Hold tight,
This is getting better,
Just like reading a love letter...

Suddenly the room goes dark,
Sounds and figures seen in sparks,
The room seems full of monsters and ghouls,

Seems filled with other faceless fools,
The end is at stake,
It keeps us awake...

The room is a chest,
With only one test,
Are we good enough to judge others?
If we lose the ones we call brothers?
Hide in shame,
Because you have no name.

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Life

As times and days become unbearable and colder,
I feel that we and our friends are getting older,
As our own feeble lives become ill and bleak,
Our will to live, to love to even survive becomes weak!

But how?

Do you hear the leaders strong voice?
That just makes you to make the right choice?
Well you don't, because it's no more!
It's gone far away in one little roar!

But wait!

There is no use to lie around broken,
Nothing in this world an realm is spoken,
We all must stand up, stand together,
And prove to all fools that we are better!

We are always far away in fears,
But we have to stop our tears,
There is always a friend who needs your voice,
Your strong voice to force him the choice!

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Heaven girl

Hey! Heaven girl,
You are so fine,
How would I wish you'd be mine!
I like your skin,
So bleak, so thin,
I like your lips,
Both wine sips,
How I like to catch your eye,
Love your smell when you walk by.

But will I take the dare?
Or surrender to scare?
It is easy to surrender,
To someone so tender,
As you heaven girl.

But can you bet my cure?
If you are so pure,
We will see, we will see,
This so called light in thee,
Heaven girl...

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Why?

Why do you always get in my way?
When I have something to say,
Why do you always get in between?
And never let me be seen,
Why do you even talk to her?
When you have no interest,
And nothing to say!

My anger is growing very indeed,
But I don't really feel the need,
To start a feud, between me and you,
Because I got better things to do,
Like sitting home and staring the sky,
And always asking myself - why?

Why today?
Why anyway,
Why in this cursed day?
Trust me you will pay,
For this foolish delay,
But why?
Why?

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Heaven and hell!

In heaven and hell,
I ring the bells,
I guard the gates,
Where hell awaits,
From heavens ark,
To hells park,
Is one step,
One leap,
Into the scrapheap.

You are heaven,
Heaven is free,
Heaven is where,
I want to be,
Away from pain,
Away from vain,
Away from nothing,
Nothing to gain.

Hell is me,
My anger spree,
I lurk between the dark,
In hells park,
I'm lost without your light,
Like a bird without wings and flight,
With every day I drown deeper...
But I want to see your face,
I want to gain your grace,
But, alas my life is over,
I will live like a loner,

Maybe some day,
You'll see,
This happiness in me,
Is just a mask,
to hide my past,
And you'll see,
You will cry,
Just because you let me by...

"The ripple and the wave"

The forgotten book.

Master

Leave me,
Leave me be,
Don't touch the nerve,
You don't deserve,
Don't you see,
It's over, I'm free,
Now run, run faster,
You are no longer,
My master...

The day came,
I took the blame,
I saw my master,
As the devils caster,
I was filled with love and joy,
Now, all I want is to destroy,
What happened you say,
What happened that day?

Maybe nothing,
Maybe something,
But my angry blood,
Will be the deadly flood,
I gave my life,
To the butchers knife,
And he will,
He will kill,
that devils caster,
that is my foolish master,
I don't know what to do,
That master is YOU...

I failed to see,
Your misery,
I failed in fears,
To see your last tears,
Forgive me, I left you behind,
Behind in my soul, my mind....

"The ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book.

Welcome to the forest...

Walk into the room of flesh and bone,
Carry your heart like a block of stone,
Whenever you want to break free,
Give me your hand and follow me,
I will take you to the land not found,
I will let you listen to this wonderful sound,
It sounds like water running,
So fast and cunning,
It sounds like wind flying,
Never stopping never lying,
Welcome to the forest...

Welcome to the forest,
Take a rest,
Watch animals in their pride,
And mystic elves as they hide,
Never leave this place strong,
This is were you belong.

Now watch the trees,
As they catch the breeze,
Fall on your knees,
Start to freeze,
You have made your choice,
You have heard the voice,
Forget about the city,
Filled with pain and pity,
Because you know where to go,
And it will never regret, never say no,
Welcome to the forest...

Welcome to the forest,
Take a rest,
Never see a shooting gun,
Never see animals run,
Never leave this place strong,
This is where you belong...

"The Ripple and the wave."

The forgotten book, chapter - I